Been a Long Time

Yes I know I failed and haven't blogged hardly I just been busy with work.  I got a job back in December and mainly been working.  So lets sum up the past months from December to Now.  November was thanksgiving and was a tough month at various points.  Reminding of not being around the ones you love and care for.  December was a excellent month a new job and some good news.  New Years I loved hanging with my friend Quallin and ringing in 2013.  January was ok just basically working.  February was a semi tough month, my cat Patches had to be put down.  Also I slipped and almost became super depressed and almost ruined my life, but I fixed it.  March was a tough month as well but me and my friends made it through the month.  April has started out good so far and I can't wait to see what the other months bring.  In fact I went to Pride on Saturday with a few friends and got to see a old friend, Roy.  I had met him through another friend and we lost contact just we both got busy in life.  Nikki was one of the friends at pride it was her first time going.  I once wrote about a Mark I liked one who felt like life was going excellent and nothing could stop him.  Now I am not to sure I mean sometimes it feels like the world is out to get me and sometimes it seems tough to go on.

And The Rain Fell

I don't know why but whenever it rains I feel down well not all the time but the majority of the time.  It all happened back in 2007 when I first noticed this.  Kris called and told me he was moving to California, I ended up crying and it started to rain it was so sad back then when it happened.  Lately I been down but with a few of my friends, Nikki and Quallin I been more happy recently well sometimes.  Quallin is the friend I talked about getting Winnie The Pooh for.  I would place him up near the top of friends since he is one of those people who cares for others.  At first glance you wouldn't think so but he has a heart of a gentle giant.  He reminds me of Nikki's brother Shawn who once told me he would give the shirt off his back to someone who needed it.  It's people like these who impress me the ones who are there for people when they need it.  The world needs more people like these.  I remember I was walking with Quallin once and I was like this is a creepy neighborhood and he was like don't worry anyone messes with us keep walking I will take care of them.  Like I told him I would be worried for him or any of my friend.  It's weird how even a person or a couple can make you feel so complete and alive in this world.