And The Rain Fell

I don't know why but whenever it rains I feel down well not all the time but the majority of the time.  It all happened back in 2007 when I first noticed this.  Kris called and told me he was moving to California, I ended up crying and it started to rain it was so sad back then when it happened.  Lately I been down but with a few of my friends, Nikki and Quallin I been more happy recently well sometimes.  Quallin is the friend I talked about getting Winnie The Pooh for.  I would place him up near the top of friends since he is one of those people who cares for others.  At first glance you wouldn't think so but he has a heart of a gentle giant.  He reminds me of Nikki's brother Shawn who once told me he would give the shirt off his back to someone who needed it.  It's people like these who impress me the ones who are there for people when they need it.  The world needs more people like these.  I remember I was walking with Quallin once and I was like this is a creepy neighborhood and he was like don't worry anyone messes with us keep walking I will take care of them.  Like I told him I would be worried for him or any of my friend.  It's weird how even a person or a couple can make you feel so complete and alive in this world.

9

So here it is already the 9th month, aka September.  I have to admit I been slacking at writing in this journal in the next few days or so I might even copy it over to facebook in the notes and update notes and this so I can reach more people.  These pasts few days minus today I been lonely and sad it might be the rain we had since it normally brings me down.  I noticed majority of time when it rains I get very emotional and I hate it.  Recently I hung out with my friend Nikki who is like a sister to me I also hung out with another friend.  I have known Nikki nearly 7-8 years same as Kris actually and I don't know where I would be without both of them in my life.  They have stood with me through the up and downs I have faced.  Nikki is like a adviser to me and when I am complaining or bitching she takes one for the Mark team and listens, a really good friend. This weekend is the thunder camping trip which I obviously didn't go to due to funds being low and also some other things that popped up.  One fun thing I did was recently surprised a friend for his birthday I know he happens to like Winnie The Pooh, so I got him a pooh plushie.  His birthday isn't until October but I figured I would get his gift early.  Coming up I have more gifts for people I need to get and even start saving for the fair which is in about a month, I can't wait.